“Mortified Nation is
a documentary about adults who share their most embarrassing, private childhood
writing…in front of total strangers.”
First of all, if you have not seen this film yet, I highly
recommend it.
Secondly, I’ve decided to put on my big girl pants and
participate in the mortified crusade.
For anybody who isn’t familiar with BlueKaffee, it’s a website on which to post online journals, mostly
for Newfoundlanders. In the early 00’s,
it was the (virtual) place to be. All of
us skullies and scene kids spent roughly 95 per cent of our free time on this
site.
I’m going to share a couple of my journal entries from that site – please
be kind.
Language Warning!
“sleep pretty darling, do not cry”
(Public)
submitted: May 20,
2007 12:23:20 PM
Music: ben folds five
some people are just really pathetic .
it’s hilarious .
nick lost my bank card yesterday
we went to mcdonald’s and he laid my bank card on the
drive-thru window
and it fell through the slot of the charity box
and nobody at mcdonald’s had the key to open it
deeeealz
hopefully getting baked with nick and shaun tonight
then chillin’ like a villain in the park, I spose
with joeyfitznickshauntimjoseph
come if you’d like !
rawwwwwr
work was deadluh
travis is rly silly
and nick’s a good dancer
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“it’s coming down to
nothing more than apathy”
(Private)
submitted: Dec 30,
2006 12:18:46 AM
Music: the fray
show was good .
poor jordan .
getting your balls stepped on is never fun .
<3greenneedsalot
it was too cold to play on the donkey .
sad times indeed .
hanging out with joe tomorrow .
should be fun x a kajillion and twenty-six .
i’m not really in the mood to do anything big for new years
.
i might just have people in to make a gingerbread house .
who’s in ?
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For clarification:
“Green Needs” was the Needs store in Paradise that had a
green neon sign instead of orange (all Needs at that time were orange) and “the
donkey” was one of those things in the playground that’s on a giant spring and
kids sit on it and bounce. We used to
play on it when we went to local music shows at the Paradise Rec Centre.
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“and the blue prints
were drawn up from a dream of mine”
(Public)
submitted: Nov 25,
2006 04:54:46 PM
Music: martin sexton
xxx-mas shopping tonight
with cage1 <3
I have a lot of people to get presents for
so if you assume i’m getting you one
then comment with what you want .
it’ll make it so much easier for me .
and if you post, and i don’t end up getting you something
…then I don’t like you .
peace .
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“i can’t believe i’m
listening to ashlee simpson, someone kill me .”
(Private)
submitted: Feb 03,
2005 02:51:59 PM
Music: autobiography
today i had math
easy as lemons .
tomorrow kiki and amy get to watch me climb in amy’s
bathroom window .
anyone wanna help me and amy think of a name for our band ?
haha we’re cool yes .
word up .
*sigh* okay well something’s gone wrong .
and i can’t fix it .
although i wish I could .
it’s made me pretty sad .
i don’t know what happened .
but i guess it’s for the best .
not really .
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*Le sigh*
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“what you think is
love, it’s truly not”
(Public)
submitted: Apr 29,
2006 08:39:22 PM
Music: eve
fuck everything .
i haven’t been satisfied with the way my friendships are for
a long time .
friendships…hah
if you can call them that .
i think i’ve set a record .
i’ve been ditched six times in two weeks .
call the fucking guinness book .
i really shouldn’t be doing this .
my ‘friends’ are going to think i want a pity party .
which is really the last thing i need right now .
but you know how well they know me !
at least the few hours i spent with sara actually took my
mind off the bullshit .
and i actually had fun .
i love you, sara
if anyone else is feeling disgustingly emo they’re welcome
to come join me .
we can slit our wrists together .
best kind .
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“when we mourn the
death of you that night”
(Public)
submitted: Jun 13,
2006 08:57:40 PM
Music: saves the day
i fucking hate bad moods .
almost everything’s going wrong today .
but what else can i expect .
i mean it is my life
.
if one person calls me emo i’ll cut your throat .
i guess there’s always the weekend to look forward to
hope that doesn’t get fucked up too .
then i might just have to kill myself .
i really need someone to talk to
but not someone who’s going to argue with me
i guess i just need someone to listen .
but… why would anyone want to do that for me .
idontknow
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“it just keeps
getting worse .”
(Public)
submitted: Jul 15,
2005 11:21:01 PM
Music: fall out boy
he’s not improving .
he seems to dislike me even more .
it’s ruining me .
what to dooooooo .
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Well, that was a very unfortunate trip down memory lane.
I have no more words.
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